i have a surging urge to IM xavi and have him get his ass here. although the sex wasn’t good (cos his woody wasn’t big enough), his was really a nice guy whom adored me to bits and he has a lot of money (not like i need it but it helps).
i felt bad sleeping with him as he was cheating on his girlfriend back then. but he had always wanted to have me ever since we met back in college days. tho he had me fews years after, he didn’t score my heart. i broke his heart, but heck; i didn’t care. he was the one who was cheating, not me.
i wish he could be here now – and hug and kiss me to sleep. nope, no sex… i just wish i can just sleep with anybody and get the adrenaline going. but i can’t. it’s been close to 3 months without it since cameron and i called it quits. i’m in no mood.
anyway. so i lost my blackberry to a fuckhead cabbie few months back and you guessed it, my numbers – pooof. all gone.
i think i’ll send him a message on myspace. see what happens. yeehaw! he’d better be in town… sigh
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